Forgiveness

How do i say what i meant to say?
Where do i plead my case, knees folded down today,
What words do i use to pray?
When i feel our memories flow down my brain, 
I reach out my hand and try to grab, 
but each one of them fades away.

Oh give me forgiveness, for what I've done right but it all went wrong.
Preach me for what I've thought, then i was not strong.
How do i say sorry?  the hardest to do.
When you're reflections gone and memories so strong.
All i can do is write these words,  but they too get going all wrong.

Sorry to say the word sorry.
Our story went incomplete awry.
I meant to say i miss you as such
But I'm glad we had at last this much.