19th November 2015 - Thank You For Loving Me

its been days since our last night,
the night was shining bright as much as
the outside moon could be so close in sight,

I am not here and you are always mine,
i stay in your memories deep down nothing seems fine
there was no other place so divine, 
when you volunteered and said "you are mine".
I became yours
and you are always forever now as mine,
dear my sweet darling this is our precious sign.

I loved you, and you loved me,
nothing else matters between us we know this to be,
yet you are not here and i am not always fine

In those memories life will pass us by,
whenever you need me, look back upon us two,
for few will understand what happened between me and you

I remain yours eternally,
those tears of yours are so sweet,
I cant allow them to flow without me,
For who will see them swiped on the side in sly,
and who will give me then that precious multi billion dollar smile.

I miss you , twice just as much, as you know you miss me,
words cannot explain anything, what happens between us 
1+2 = YOU AND ME, 
I AM ONE, AND YOU ARE TWICE AS MUCH 
I COULD EVER THINK ANYONE SHOULD BE.
i am your muse and you're mine every moment between us
was thankfully perfectly divine.
Thank you for loving me .

26th October 2015 - But I Missed You So Much

WHAT HAVE I LOST
And what have you gained
Everything between us ,still remains the same,

I am still here and you are not yet fine,
I can feel the feelings between us, all held the test of all time,

What can I do but extend my hand,
Take you in my arms and try to make you understand

Hold me close gently in your arms,
This feeling bestows upon me immortal magical charms.
So I take some strength and look into your eyes
Secretly I wish , how would it be if you are all mine,
Out in the open I dare to say this is a monologue,

Insane to play, yet this is no game,
The player is you , and the secret password is my name,

I am the wind that polishes and makes you shine,
Every time the wind blows on me, I wish, you were here with me,
and I would say,  baby I am very glad you are mine.
The wind dare not hold upon the surface it touches,
it has to caress you on the sly,

Memories of you and I, are held immortal,
Few, held within little words and verses I dare to write
A picture frames a thousand words, I made your words into mine,
All my words are written as such, if you were here I’d hold you so much,
Whisper sweet things into your ears, until you say “ baby you talk too much”.

And when I’d whisper your name and let you know as such,
No song, no rhymes, no words, no shrines,

Never before, never again,
will come close to our relation, of this love.
it’s all gain, no pain,

Where in the world have you heard, of the best, sweetest lovers as such,
One, misses each other,
and the second one says
“ But I missed you so much”.

Date Unknown- Say Hello to my name

Life is all about memories,
moments we selectively choose,
Some we make and take, some we loose,

Few are thrust upon us, others, some in which we will have nothing to loose,
When lost everything, then we sit and talk as if its all news. 

I'm not a news media fan,
Neither am i any of your ordinary man,
i was born at night, and just before, the same way, one day i might  go the same time,
So before that i take these few moments to let you know.
what's left pending as some of yours and few of mine,
The best memories, I have of mine, are at night,
When half the world is asleep, the other half is at its might.

i'll sleep when im dead, there is no such rest for the wicked,
i have places to visit and much ahead to plan 
instead here i am waiting for you, every day and every night it seems the same.

Just come fast, long before i go, 
so then i can share with you few things here and everything i know,

I wait for you like the night awaits its fate at dawn break
How am i to say, if i may
I'll be waiting for you each and every night and day, no matter what came my way.
Hope when you come, you shall stay, 
Today and every night, never to leave out of my love and sight,
Please consider this plight, if i say so , i just might.


Come soon and be safe,
Even if i'm sleeping away, just say hello to my name.
When i wake up i wont be the same,
Because i'll be smiling that i was a part of your memory lane.

1st September 2015 - A Song for you

This is a song for you

Baby, Honey can i hold your hands, 
i want to hold them yet i don't want to dance,
feel you near me, as you gaze across me your sweet sweep,
those eyes could kill a lion, i'm just a man loving you deep,

come hold me close and light up my life,
burn me away bright as far as the dark may hide,
shadows don't get thrown a feet away from  you



Shadows in the dark i cant see, 
so how can i dare to question our relationship between you and me,
can the star say "i am shining deep within," when it's light is just reflected from the sun 



Go easy on me baby, drive me like a fast car,
i am filled, my fuel love tank is showing empty and full both at the same time,
i am so so so much happy, when you say you are all mine,

i don't know if i can love you half as much,
the love you've shown me, your love is pure as such,
so i try to love you  more and more, 
 better still, ill prove you how much , until the last dance i know,

when you look down on the ground, ill be holding you up in the air,
shadows in the dark i could try find and see,
but question our relationship, this bond between you and me,
i am not scared but i'm in fear,
i am not afraid of us coming near,
You are not going to be lead on,
this is not a part of a parcel ,
and baby you know you're turning me on.

The last dance is our first, the first shall come at last,
lovers understand what the world cannot see, 

I love you and that smile i wish i was holding you as much,
how i extend my arm and yearn for your touch,
then i woke up and i realize you were free,
yet all this while baby you were hugging onto me.

Thank you my love,, half as much i'll try to share,
i don't have anything such,
so i give you all i have,
my heart my honesty and my soul,

These words convey to you, a little more.

1st October 2015 Miss Under Stood

Miss Under Stood

Just when my world was down, i saw your shadow on the ground,
i had to look up to see, there was you smiling waiting just for me
And when i said to myself I am shy , circumstances  turned out such i had to lie,
This was the start and not the end, you didn't forgive me in the end,

All i can do is whisper hello,
strange as it seems, I've turned mellow,
My wish now is to pray, 
May heavens keep you happy in every other way
I don't have a song or a rhythm to say why, why you left me without saying goodbye.

When the world is asleep, we are awake,
you making my dreams as i twist a little fate,
now every good thing has to come to an end

The beginning ended there and then, my dear friend,
ill wait for you always, i promised you, until my last breath, 
and even then..... 
i'll ensure you always have our last smile,
so what if you don't like me or my words and then i have to bid goodbye,
When i have to go, unlike you, i will surely say goodbye,

These words mean a lot to me someday they will mean a few to you,
how much when and where, who am i to account all that between us two,

I told you ill write you a book,
Even then i ensured i wrote a poem for you every night and dawn.
Every rose petal which opened never worried about the thorn.

You are my flower my pretty little sweet girlfriend, all for me
i was the butterfly who sat on you, now i am flying away, i set you free.
So many words i have to say, i did not know they would be out in this way.... 
i write for i must abide, the promise i made to you... one night
you will say to someone , 
"He Wrote All This For Me, 
To Me."

Your's faithfully
P.M

26th August 2015 - WHY?

What can i do ,
when i have words to say to you, but you are just not ready to listen to them anywhere,

Far, further  away you went, left me alone back in our den,
what can i think or say, when i don't see you for days and months,
Spending anytime without you, seems no more fun,
you shot me without even holding any gun, 
Is this how love is done ?

Why do you do this?Is this done only for me, 
Did i hurt you or say something that offended you?

I have hope because whatever the case,  
Our trust is not a disappearing act, the scene is yet to begin,
Now, i wish you were here my dear,
so i could wipe your tears away.

We are inseparable, you and I ,, you said so, 
Whenever you come, whatever you do,
I am not letting your memories  go,
When you treat me like this, how else am i to think, 

Oh no, oh yes, argue less, else words will become a mess,

You may say i was always like this,
but my dear miss, the package included a kiss,
A kiss that sealed our fate, for which i love you so,
I have nothing else in my hands and memories,
wherever you are, know this im waiting for you ,
here where you left me, i await from all my heart,
this is surely not a grand way to depart,

Today I'm here, tomorrow, I don't know
i am waiting for you here, ill rest in your heart,
 the only place i know that i can rest.

This silence surely isn't funny, but my heart is at test
I love to say the words you like to listen to,
but to whom am i say any words, when silence beckons the room.

Come fast please give my heart a start, 
And if you plan not to come, please take away my heart,

27th August 2015 Thank You Love you baby you are mine

When i miss you, i recall the words we exchanged,
i think of loving you every single day, 
and this is just one of the ways,

The sun sets wherever it wants 
but i feel the excitement deep inside,
even when i try to hide, 
your name comes out from deep dark,
as much as i say it with pride, the memories take me out for a ride.

Thrill of my life is when i remember the words you said to me,
but as much as they were said with glee,
i need more such  fuel to take me ahead, 
from the place in your heart, where you wanted me to be.

You turned me from a man into a poet, 
i write these words for you to read,
i wrote more than a few pages, 
surely you've all read it i feel.

You went away without bidding me goodbye,
surely baby , ill be waiting for you to take me in your stride,

i know i say too much, but these words will one day end,
That way you'll know i've come to my own end.
Until we meet again, ill be waiting holding out my heart,

Keep smiling honey, stay happy always, 
i pray for you and send wishes for you, always this way,
Even when i have to exit this world 
and this will be the last thing i'd whisper away,
I'll enter deep within your precious memories and inside your heart,
This is where i belong, i've found my home,

Finally I rest in my memories, I love you so much, 
your  name and your  heavenly voice,
That giggling sweet shy sound touches me such,

I am so much bound, in love and memories of you.
Bound by your kisses and hugs, i feel you're missing me too,
so let me take this opportunity to say, "I Thank you",

All these years i missed my heart 
And i didn't know i was waiting for you, 
Your are the tick in my tock and the flip in my flop,
Honey, now stop reading and come fast, 
Let's see who says these words first or last,
"My Darling, My Baby, i really really really, LOVE YOU".

Both ways you'll win,
I'll ensure, if you whisper it first 
or say it fast at last, 
First or last doesn't count between us, 

Yet, we win, because i love to hear your voice saying this tune,
You are my favorite sound, my heavenly precious soul, 
Within you i am eternally deeply bound.
Your smile is my reward, 
your sweet whispers are my favorite tune,
your everything, even your anger is such, its my favourite way to fume,
Give me your smile and ill steal away your frowns, 
Kissing your cheeks, and smooching your face, 
tender sweet smile, 
what i would do now, just to hold your face.
My fate remains, i await that day, when i see you in front of me,
Hand to face, lips to lips, smiles to smile, many wishes within.
Goodnight my love, and i love that great smile,
I may be many miles away from you, 
But i can still make you gleam and shine, 
All because you said the words to me  " Baby, You are mine".

My Goddess- 26th September 2015

The best part is ,
she is the second best thing to god for me,
And she doesn't know it at all,

These rhymes don't rhyme,
but when they are read by her, my heart takes that call.

I feel her sweetest voice on the line, saying "hello",
then i wake up and i see, my hand on my ears and i'm alone in bed.

She kisses me a hundred times throughout the day,
when i whisper her name,
i see her image everywhere, right away,
And then i realize the reason for my smile, 
I burst out smiling and meekly,
i act cool, just pretending to be sly,

She doesn't know this is a love song,
but she knows what can possibly go wrong,
She is scared and she hides, 
i want to chase her , but inside, my heart stops making me stand by.

There is nothing i would change in her perfection,
even her tears are mine, 
reason is such out of bounds, 
I feel i should cry, equal her tears, 
If i cant even drive away her rarest fear.
I don't want her crying ever, 

The world be sold at a  discount price
if i could exchange her tears,
the fear is such, i may be less than perfect, 
i may be a broken piece, but i am no less,
i may be having more than a lesser life
but baby its going to be alright,

I was treading alone and one night changed my life, 
That night, the sun shined in my eyes, it felt very bright, 

When i took sense and regained some petty control 
i had nothing else but your smile, 
You were holding my hand asking me for more
from that moment onwards,
i changed and i said to myself "No No More".
You accepted me as i am, even after knowing my evil plan,

Now, i live up to you're expectations, yet you might try to hide,
But baby i can't let you go even if you said a million times "good bye".
I won't try to hide the fact that i am wrong,
But baby you have to be a little strong, 
Don't fear my wrongs, do see left and right,
Both places are waiting for you, with both arms open wide,
For i'll always be with you, along your side,

I don't need, no more any place to hide, 
im running openly i don't need to be sly 
For you are the only girl in the world, i would never want to say goodbye,
Right from the day one we met until now, i have kept my promise,
i'm standing by, side by side, every day and every night,
Until the end, even there,
i have a plan to meet you on the other side.
Let me complete my quota here on this earthly ride.

She checks me out - 25th September 2015

She checks me out, and makes me blush

Then, she chuckles blowing silent small kisses to my way 

And leaves me on the side in a lurch,

The moment i try to flirt,  she blushes and runs away

Oh these beautiful cute gentle and precious moments, i wish you could stay

Memories we have had,
I treasure and stroll them frequent them,and then I need some more somehow,

How much do i miss you now? Let me tell it to you so,

So this you know, i miss your winking and whistling at me too,

No girl ever dared to do this much to me , 

And now i'm missing you and everything we do.

My darling sweet flirty girl, you've become my passion,
my memories, my heart, my life and my only sole,ill cajole,

The sole purpose of knowing you is, to know you just a little bit more,

I want to spend all my rhymes and lyrics with you

What else can i say now, except singing alone, this love story song of us two.

So baby wherever you are now, wherever you shall may be

Know this much that you put the tune in my melody.

My heart is jumping up and beating in frowns, 

Just because i haven't heard from you, and now you are not around.

I am all decked up for you, and i await for I have noone else to go,

Just so that you know, all this is for you and i meant the words i promised you so,
So stay with me just a little while, give me some soul,more rhythms and those lovely charming smiles, 
take it all away i dont want any of that now,
Just let me hold you still and memorize every inch of you in me, somehow ill find my way into a corner of your heart,
that is when you will say "i wont stay apart,  You'll be always, with me, in my heart".

22nd September 2015 - There is just one me and just one you.

I must have blown your name a kiss, for a thousand times,
knowing you are somewhere out there in this world makes me feel just alright and fine.
i miss you like crazy , i don't know how much,
but i can tell you it's a lot, trust me on this i'm stuck in a lurch,

So I call out and repeat your name every hour for a hundred times,
Not that you will magically appear, but i'll yet try,
Even divine gods would be jealous of my dedication to you,

Such is our love, more than divine. 
Trying to  make you see what you mean to me,
the world laughs when i'll say, i hope she is thinking of me,

Relationships are made such, as much i have been taught to know,
together they are stronger, 
but drift apart at the first sight of the word, any  possible chance to go.

Ours relation is specially different, a special bond, only one of it's kind,
The further you go away from me, the faster you come back to see me,
The further i am from you, i send you a a few wishes a day, 
counting a few hundred seems less for you,

Wherever we may be, far or on sides, the feeling of love is mutual,
Is that why we both say "You are mine" together to each other ?

See this? I made you smile, while i was far away,
Imagine what can be achieved as long as we may,
be together and never be apart,
Here, i can send you a kiss and there you will surely feel it,
Everywhere you go, now at least you'll come to know, 
There is just one me and just one you.
Wherever we may be, deep hidden in each others heart,
Never to leave, never to part.

Happy Birthday Time Right From Your Birthday To Mine - 20th September 2015

Happy Birthday Time,
Right from your birthday to mine,
The birthday was yours, yet the gift was given as mine,
Right from your birthday until mine
I wrote words for you, we sang songs for each other line by line,
and this all seemed beautifully fine,

What a beautiful life we had, i remind myself now,
The time of a thrill, the thrill of a lifetime,
a lifetime of love, affection and care,

Love between us two, affected by only time,me and you
Care without boundaries of life, Life with beauty, 
Beauty was everywhere i went, I only could see you,
Your likeness in everyone else,
I was to see, 
Where was i lost in myself, Could this be the reason i need ?
I was lost then,
And then you were found,
A million or two words said between us, yet nothing profound,
its all too deep.

A hundred thoughts for a thousand times,
Every one of them ends with the line that says 
" Baby, i am glad you are mine"

I missed you like crazy, You know i am missing you now too,
How do i convey this simple message to you somehow now.
I love you like,  you're missing me too,
I know this by now, because i feel  inside my heart is only space for you.
A place so sacred i won't let you ever part.

Muah, kisses, baby, kisses, 
This is the missing part, 
Yet not enough to start
I can't let you be this much apart,
So i write these lines to say one more thing to you.

Thank You for your birthday,
I am glad mine's coming soon
Now it will be my time, to gift you.
All this and much more was written, only for you.
The gifts yet to come, nothing old nothing new,
Poems will continue, words will flow,
i will miss you ever such and much more.
I've done my part , please always keep me deep inside your heart.

Ever Since the Night I Ever Missed You - 19th September 2015

I write these words so i can impress you an impression as this,

 Words cannot explain what i want to do here such as this mist,

This mysterious flare agonizing me everywhere,
I know this as such for i dare,

Dare to tell you everything into my heart, i care to wait for you,

 I have nothing, held in my arms as such, as much as i trust you forever.

I dont want you to miss this much,

So ill go ponder this through,

Lifetime spent without knowing you, isnt life at all, so let be bold since the day i met you.

I need you its a fact so much, i need you for all my dreams come through,

When i see your smile in front on my eyes,

I feel dazed amazed at how much i love you.

Let this magic night light up as such,

As much as when i see you,

Turning my nights into day i quench in you my thirst,

Ever since the night i ever missed you.

Keeping the doors open awaiting for you

Wherever you are, at this moment, If i may,
Blow you kisses that keep you safely, this much i pray,
Folded my hands and i am down on the floor,
Not for god's sakes, but for you i plead,
Keep her nice safe and happy forever more.

Wherever you are right now,
please be happy and nice and sweet,
I think life troubles you a lot, just like i do,
But then, that's only my right you see,
I don't know much about you,
But this does not stop me from thinking about you constantly,
Comprendez vous, ma cherie you see ?

So i think to myself and i pray everyday
every moment for you, and a little less for me,
Let you be close or let you be far , who am i the one to decide 
its written in our destinies someday near closest, someday very far.

Now i have my own little way with this tryst of destiny and with the gods too,
i'll give up all my collection of choicest blessings,  just to be with you,
So fear not my sweet one, i've kept you very close,
I give you all the world with open doors.

Go forth and have your fun,
until nothing remains and when there is no more need for you to run,
when you look back, you'll see me,
Holding a light back to my heart,
The world may be open for you, but i never let you out of my heart.

This is my world of my love,
My very own choice i dedicate, everything for you, 
You are  the sweetest flower in all gardens everywhere,

I am very happy staying with you forever, 
I' m happy that i found you again, 
Each time i meet you, i'll say this one more time,
Until that last time when i can't say it no more,
Even on that day, i'll hold onto my flame and await for you at the open door,
Until then , i remain, patiently and in vain,

Wish i hear you say it again, and again, and again,
One more time, i would die to hear you say my name.
With kisses and hugs, lots and pots more,
You think i'd let you out so easily ?

Come baby there is much i have to give you and say to you, much more.
Don't keep me hanging at the door.
Yours forever and even then,
For that one last time,i'll be with you,and then just a little bit more.

13th September 2015 - ONCE IN A LIFE TIME A GIRL COMES BY

ONCE IN A LIFE TIME A GIRL COMES BY

Who steals your heart and your nights with just her smile,
And makes everything dark look bright
As she just merely passes you by

I thank your lucky stars that you are not me,
because i have fallen deep into love with her, 
but no one else knows this,
only she and me,
us, two be, we,

She knows it all, to be the truth 
but she, yet has to worry and feel shy
i am not scared as much i should,

She is a tigress in a cat's purr, this only i can see
I know her pretty well, deep inside her heart she knows me

She won't tell me the truth, and she won't let me ever lie,
not again for a million bucks, all this and more in exchange of just her smile.

Her smile can make the night disappear, 
Just even the thought of her, makes me feel she is here,
It's been days since i have seen her,
This feels like months and more to go,

But one day when she meets me, 
surely she'll have the last laugh
and i'll get to see her amazing smile,
whats more when she comes , 
she will say "Baby i missed you, didnt you know you are mine" ?

She will charm me, in her own ways with just a word or two, 
and i would think, how was i to know that,
any and everything you did,
would make me fall in love with you ?

Your secrets are safe, but i'm an open book, 
Mine are given away, for you to keep and look.

Her smile makes me wonder 
what is she thinking of herself, 
Someday, Somehow, i'd ask her the same, but not right now
I'm missing her,  more than i can do, but i just keep repeating her name.

Her eyes make me ponder, what a amazing feat, they see me,
Then she waves her wrist across my face, just like a roaring sea 

She'll spend a minute or two and ask me "How you been" ?
Then we 'd both burst out in laughter
and that sweet smile will crown her as my queen.

She'd care for me like there is no one else i know,
then a minute  or two later she will say to me,
"baby, you have to go, do this, do that,
and then just a little more "

She may have a hundred faults,, none which i can ever see,
the ones i know of are secrets between the words "you and me"

I thank god, but first wait let me thank you for the little encounter we've done through and been,
Amazing feats,my glory lies there in, changed nights into day,
and days without you into nights, I've not been the same without you,
such is my happy plight.

So I bid you farewell my love,
and ask the powers above to keep a watch on you,
You changed my world ever since I met you,
I pray you be happy wherever you may be, i am helpless,
Just waiting,reading and writing words for you, as i have always been,

One a side note from my thirsty lusty heart,
baby please come back fast
and on your way back home,,
Remember me i am waiting for you at the door.

The doors may seem to be closed,
but inside i'll be waiting just so this much you know.

Come be slow but hurry , this is a gentle heart,
when you come this poem will be over,
but our story is yet to start.
Don't stay away apart.
You may be sweet,  
because you're a piece of my heart.

6th September 2015 - When My Tock Comes To A Tick

I dream of you come to me and say “OK, baby steal my heart away"

How will I manage to do such a feat, when fear strikes my thoughts deep?

Amongst all the secrets, there is a strangest secret I hold within,

This is that, I fear to lose you, something I won’t ever live up to tolerate, never want to be alive to see such a day,

May be destiny and god planned it this way.

I was good, there were no good people around so I became bad, now when I am bad, and I see you, the best amongst the good,

So I embrace my fear and think to myself,

No matter how what comes, I’ll be by her side and with her until the very end,

When my tock comes to an ending tick, and just before there is one last click left in my heart,

I’ll still be cool and say

"Miss, this is  not the ending, the show was on, but we went amiss, you always went together for some time, and then you slipped far away from me, you always wanted it so,

Now today is my day, to go far beyond the very end that we both know, a judgement day awaits for me far far away,

But I’ll be overlooking from you there as well,

Didn’t I tell you once, I won't ever leave your side?

A promise is a promise, I meant it then, and I still mean it now.

Please give me one more last, of that amazing sweet smile,

Please be it so sweet when I meet the almighty, I’ll be laughing at this very memory, even there I’ll try to be sly in my thinking,

Words she'll use for me at that very end, just when imp about to embark on that last bend, you'd yet be saying “flirty"

In that memory, I have to cross my last mile to the other side.

When god meets me ill laugh on his face

if it asks me anything more I’ll say unfold my life and play it again,, the very same way, If I was not me, and she was not mine, How else in the world would I see that amazing cute girl who gave me her heart in exchange of mine, made me write a million words, give or take a million more too, but god, what an amazing exciting love you gave me, thanks for that gift it was the most best’ est of them all coming from you.

In my ending credits, pass on the message to her “Baby I love you too”

So, hear me now and walk two steps in my way,

Those two will become twenty soon, hundreds I think, but ill dare say,

I love you a lot and I want you always smile,

Even when you leave my hands and glide away in your own amicable style

I love you for what you are, not what I want you to be,

How silly of me, the two of us, want to be with each other yet couldn’t be,

I know to myself, deep in my heart, she isn’t leaving me ever,

When she comes, she will say “baby this is just the start"

One in human population, that I know, 7.3 billion population I been told so, or it seems odd so I’ll leave them and go,

Even when you find aliens in billions in galaxies,

Spaces in plural, far out and wide,

I'll be the last one standing, screaming with all my pride,

There is no one else like my darling loving girlfriend, and this I cannot hide,

You are my pride, the reason behind my lips,

They smile, they kiss, and they await to talk to their own little tryst with your own plot twists,

So I say I await for you,

Don’t you know what feels like I missing you seems,

Come sit, allow me to explain it all to you,

7th September 2015 Before My Mobile Phone Rings

I have a mobile phone, but have no number to call,

A hundred off people on my contact list but they mean, to me, nothing at all one day you'll see,

I waited 40 odd years, just awaiting, for someone like you,
Felt like an eternity passed by, when we were together and cool.

Then one day I went to sleep and I woke up early, to find you left me soon,
I am wondering how can it be so easily for you,
to leave me without a word or a notice coming from you.

But then I think to myself, she might have kissed me goodbye, 

and no wonder in my sleep I always have a dream of her making me feel shy,

The taste of your lips untouched, remains on my lips tender to tryst,
Taste of a unknown future memory, I’m keeping safe, inside your heart.

And then I trust my love was pure, by its own self,
Even if you were selfish in your thinking it’s no matter or issue to say

We always rolled like this because, no matter come what may,
and I’ll be standing by same, for you even like this, for that future day.

I understand the troubles I’ve been putting you through,
Might have tinkered your heart and brains, often without noticing it done too,
Wondering how in the world, were you coping up with them through and through.
never meant to hurt you ever, never meant to make you feel sad.
Aren't you glad for us being together and everything we shared
and for all the bonds and things we said we had.

I missed your smile for 40 odd years , give or take a few,
Did you know this by now, I’m sure, you'd be wondering too,
Baby I desire, I need you, so give me my share of your sweet love,

All until that day when I get my call of the greatest, caller from above.

Then, When my phone finally rings, I’ll say a word or two of love,

It goes like this,
God give me strength I’ve been waiting for your caller ring, to ring,
so don’t pull my strings, not yet now,

When her voice passes my ears, I’ll gladly come up myself instead
I’ll take the express freight heavy weight elevators, save my dear angel instead,

When she says to me "baby I am in love with you"
That very moment in time, even the devil awaits, his doors closed on us two,
But after all, you are god of us all and few,
So give me some more time, to knock a few knacks,

If, I am waiting for her, God, why are you troubling me, instead
Go find her somewhere she is and remind her I’m waiting for her.
Her phone call and much more, all coming from her, I’ll await
But god, please find someone else, I’m already blessed by her, enough said.

Gods taken care of, for now, but I can’t handle my empty heart so true,
I wait and wait and wait here,
Writing poems instead, this and much more, all for you.

Poarousasp E Mistry

4th September 2015 Missing you

There are few things between you and me

Which, whatever you do,cannot be taken away from me.

I cherish every memory we ever shared,
every smiled you ever had, every move and every twist,

Every little anger of yours

And everything we ever and never did.

You are my life long bond,

No matter what you say or do,
I’ll keep this bond, only making it, going strong.

Now baby don't be thinking wrong,
I'm not letting you go nor your hand,

So don't even act strong,

Come along..... I have plenty of things to say to you,

But they all end up meaning only this way,

I Love You more than I ever tell you,

I Miss you more than you know,

Closer we are, I miss you,
And apart I’ll never letting you go.

Just so you know, I told you so...

Once twice thrice,

I Love You and this is my choice,

Whether you love me or not, is your decision too.

I can’t get enough of you,
Haven't i already told you? honey,

I've always been thinking about you.

I need you more and just so that you know
i say it again 
I miss you much much more than i say,
How i wish it was better than this way.

4th September 2015 - We didn't even say a hi

The best part is she is the second best thing to god for me,
And she doesn’t know it at all,
These rhymes don’t rhyme but when they are read by her,
My heart takes that fall.
How I wish to hear her voice now,
does she want me to crawl?
Alright down on the ground, here I fall,

Her sweet voice on the line saying hello,
Then I wake up and I see
My hand on my ear and I’m alone suddenly,
I was dreaming on bed, deep in my sleep,
I saw a perfect image of her speaking to me,
And she was as sweet as the sweetest nectars of god could be.
And she was all just for me.

She kisses me a hundred times throughout the day,
When I whisper her name, I see her image everywhere, right away,
And then I realize the reason for my smile,
I burst out smiling and meekly, I act pretending to be sly,

She doesn't know this isn’t a love song,
but she knows what can possibly go wrong,
she is scared and she hides,
I want to chase her, but inside my heart stops until, I stand by.

I want to hug I want to caress,
I want to touch your lips and I want to say a few things,

There is nothing I would change in her perfection,
Even her tears are mine,
Reason is such out of bounds,
I feel I should cry, equal her tears,
If I can’t even drive away her sweet fears.
I don't want her crying ever,

The world be sold at a discount price if I could exchange her tears,
the fear is such, I may be less than perfect,
I may be a broken piece but I am no less, we can have more than a half a lesser life
But baby it’s going to be alright,

I was treading alone and one night changed my life,
That night, the sun shined in my eyes very bright,
When I took sense and regained some petty control
I had nothing else, but your smile,

And you were holding my hand asking me for more,
from that moment onward, I changed and I kept on giving more, 

I’ll live up to your expectations yet you might try to hide,
But baby I can’t let you go even if you said a million times goodbye
I won’t try to hide the fact that I am wrong but baby you have to be a title strong,

Don’t fear my wrongs, do see left and right,
Both places are waiting for you both arms open wide,
For ill always be with you, along your side,
I don’t need no more any place to hide,
In running openly I don’t need to be sly
For you are the only one for me, I would never want to say goodbye,
Right from the day one we met, until now I’ve kept my promise and my kisses,

And the best part is we didn’t even say a  “hi”
Your heart has taken off to fly high in my skies,
and when you land down,
I’ll be standing by,to greet  you with that missing, our unsaid “hi”

Hugs and kisses, my miss,
Hope your journey was happy and nothing yet was missed.

Darn be the hi,let it be missing between us two,
I am coming in for a smooch and a hug, and a very very sweet kiss.

02-09-2015 My Dear Silly Man

When i say your name , i like to smile,

Then, i think of you trying to hide,

Shy are your looks, your eyes open wide,

Baby can't you realise this much,

Whatever you say, i'll abide.

My fear is such negative, that i might loose you,

Few days here and there thinking , 

what else was i supposed to do,

I surrendered my heart long time ago, to you,

Now i find time doesn't mean a thing unless i spent it with you,

I may not make you feel the princess of my heart,

But baby intention is such, i'll crown your heart and worship you as my queen,

Offer you roses and kiss you in your dreams, 

and many a few things in between.

Always wanted someone who would turn my night into a day,

You turned my days into something else, in words i don't know how to say,

You make me feel the sun is up at night,

Explain me this else, why do i feel so up and bright,

Even the stars above are shining bright but lesser than i,

You might not be here, 

Now I may have disappeared to somewhere,

Wherever i am, or in any such fear,

I tell myself, she is waiting for me and she does care,

Just hold on one more moment, she will soon be here.

Giving my heart away to you, for free,

Instead i received so much from you, much more than i could ever believe.

Thank you for choosing me, welcoming me in your heart, 

Please do rest and sleep well,

For i know now. You'll be dreaming of me.

The very best thing i've ever seen  

Is watching you sleep like a little doll, my princess, my queen.

Even in my sleep and dreams, i won't let you go.

Honey don't resist, now at least now you know,

I'm right now we are going against all the knowhow we've ever known.

Love is strange, feels so nice,

 I'm experiencing this high in such a low.

I love to be with you always, and your that smile says ,

"My dear silly man, i know, i know".

02-09-2015 I am not going to loose you, I'm not going anywhere,

I am not going to loose you, and I'm not going anywhere,

I am not going to use you, I am not going to loose you,
I am not going anywhere away,

I'll be standing by your side, and when i'm not heard or seen
Just give me a moment, i'll be there on the scene, 
Even in your dreams, i won't leave your side even in your dream,

Even to the farthest corner of any planet you can find,
There is no way that i will slide.

Standing by your side, holding your hand, 
Touching your thumbs, or your lips
The warmth caress of your kiss.

I have no memory of life, without you by my side,
So whenever you need me, even if you run away to hide,
I will always be standing by your side, and i shall abide.

Look now baby, give me a kiss, 
And then perhaps a twist, a smooch on those lips.

You are so innocent and sweet by heart and mind, 
I wonder how it feels inside you,
Are you thinking of me now, 
because i'm certainly thinking lots about you.
Wish you were here now,

Make me dream, with my eyes open wide,
And the world as our movie screen.
I'll always stay by your side.

01-09-2015 - Shadows In The Dark

Baby, Honey,Sweetheart, Can i hold your hands, 
i do want to hold them, yet i don't want to dance,
Feeling you near me, as you gaze across me your sweet sweep,
those sweet eyes, your looks could kill a lion,
I'm just a man loving you deep,

Come hold me close and light up my life,
burn me away bright as far as the dark may hide,
shadows don't get thrown a feet away from  you


Shadows in the dark i cant see, 
so how can i dare to question our relationship between you and me,
can the star say i'm shining deep within,
when its own light is just reflected from the sun.


Go easy on me baby, Drive me like a fast car,
i am filled, my fuel love tank is showing empty and full both at the same time,
i am so, so,so much happy, when you say you are all mine.

i don't know if i can love you half as much,
the love you've shown me, your love is pure as such,
so i try to love you  more and more, 
Better still, ill prove you how much , until the last dance i know,

When you look down on the ground, ill be holding you up in the air,
shadows in the dark i could try, find and see,
But question our relationship,
the sacred bond exists between you and me,

I am not scared but I'm in fear,
I am not afraid of us coming near,
You are not going to be lead on,
this is not a part of a parcel ,
and baby you know, now you're turning me on.

The last dance is our first, the first shall come at last,
Lovers understand what the world cannot see, 

I love you and that smile i wish i was holding you as much,
how i extend my arm and yearn for your touch,
then i woke up and i realize you were free,
And yet all this while, Baby you were hugging onto me.

So, I Thank You my love, half as much i'll try to share,
i don't have anything such so i give you all i have,
my heart and my soul.